FAT WORLD

FAT  WORLD

words/music: MASATO

FAT WORLD

Just by thinking about it I'm getting sick
In the secenery, that was there first, dared to be blindness
Leaving no doubts in the given orders
Even the sun is glaring and even the wind blows off
Even though there's nothing cramping
In the reality, in the faithfullness being hung in front of my eyes
There's a breathing forest and clear air
Tearing off sluggish broken nails I distract myself from hunger

I'm still getting accostumed to this ear-hurting noise
I have a nightmare of tree-leaves swaying in the wind*
'cause I can't laugh
If I don't throw away this trash, I will become desperate
Surprisingly this ambition** burns
The way in which I started believing just disappeared on the way
'That's why' I say and so I can't retrace my steps

I am looking for a job,but I have not found a good one,yet
You have failed to grasp the core of this problem
I got nothing for my efforts
That is the cause trouble
All attempts at rescue were in vain
rescue were in my vain

Adopted profitless daily life
If that's so I'm the vanguard
Let's cut through that and go on
For example... Even if there's peace in the future,
We're living in a hell that's so common so that we can't get rid off it, clinging to our back
This fear already fucked off
But that's what I should have feared the most

Only a feeling like I wished to be strong
I didn't know the first way while being shown
Revolving in the reverse of truth I can't slip out anymore
If there was just a little gap, a little opening
In a heart controlled by violence and power
My wouldn't be so scared
of the unsurprising reality.

Incalculable   raising or despairing
Saying so I keep painting with mud
So that only embracing a child with dirty hands is
something beautiful.***

What is "right"? Isn't it the politics
Somebody found the sweeped page
A soul tempered to wanting to renew is a hero
So if somebody gets into the vanished ash the reward will be smashed

I've been losing something important
rising or despairing  
Saying so I keep painting with mud
So that only embracing a child with dirty hands is
something beautiful.***

* = the kanji for "kaze" here actually means cold (the disease) but that doesn't make sense. But just spoken "kaze" can also mean "wind"
** = Again the kanji/pronouncation game. "shibou" can mean death/mortality, desire/ambition and fat. The Kanji meaning is fat but this time anything would fit.
*** = This part of the songtext (sung by Taka) is using VERY polite Japanese, compared to the rest (sung by Masato) which uses bad slang